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April [SHOWERS]

by ZAY RONDON

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1.
Yea This the sound of my glory, take it as an allegory You probably won't understand the story until you get to know me First thing you need to take in, I like things gory Wild, disoriented, yet organized just for me Don't show me what's the nicest when it's counterfeit Give me something that's destroyed See what I can make out of it I want ruins rebuilt I'm a Roman refurbished Committed to flourish in life Cause with death I flirted Now working for everybody, I worked on myself Not strictly old fucks who want my soul to sell & To milk me, I was never a cow & No sheep could utter the words that I speak now Believe it or not, I'm a great fucking influence I write "FUCK CLASS" On chalkboards, just to practice on my penmanship Still drawing rockets, the moon, cartoons Sketching past dreams that seem to be coming soon My favorite recurring theme is everybody's doom It's hard to digest me, I'm not handing you the spoon I guess the poison that we're used to makes you nauseous to the truth Explains why I'm constantly throwing up in the booth ...& Rocket's what you call em Yea Rocket's what you call em As I was saying... I'm a bit hard to digest, first taste, grotesque That's me wanting this Renaissance to turn out the best It's a new world, new day, I find comfort & just play Act & not pray, there's no going back to that day Done with the dark age, in church I found no place Catholic school for 6 years, now I worship Zay Tour's my crusade, every concert a ritual Had a divine experience with every single individual Let's mosh as a family, show the world we're angry Stage dive to hug my cousins, middle fingers up, we're happy Don't worry about much, what's genuine is set in stone Speak from the heart, I promise you'll never be alone I know people don't fuck with me & I like that Shit builds my confidence, let's me know I'm on the right path & I won't let you curve my route into yours I made this one for me, I got a world to explore Bitch, it's Rocket
2.
IM TRYNA LIVE LIKE I ALREADY DIED SUICIDE, DOORS OPEN & YA BITCH IS INSIDE I KNOW YOU FEEL THE STING, THATS THE DEATH OF YA PRIDE YOU GON FEEL LIKE MR WALLACE IF YOU BET AGAINST I DAMN, BUT HOW OBNOXIOUS AM I CAN'T EVEN GO OUTSIDE WITHOUT MAKING SOMEONE CRY CAN'T EVEN MAKE A FRIEND WITHOUT STARTING UP A FIGHT I DONT MEAN TO OFFEND, I DO IT WHEN I DON'T TRY MAYBE YOU SHOULD BE LESS SENSITIVE I'M JUST A FUCKING SENSELESS KID TRYNA MAKE THE BEST OF THIS LIFE I WAS GIVEN, I AINT EVEN ASK FOR IT & IF YOU DON'T LIKE HOW RAW I SHOW IT PUT A MASK ON IT YOU FUCKING PHONIES FUCK THESE DRUGS, THEY AIN'T HELPING I MISS THE DAYS I FELT THINGS SO SOULLESS, BUT YOU KNOW THIS OFF THE WAY IM TELLING YOU IT'S ALL COOL, I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THIS WAY DEEP DOWN I JUST WANNA ASK YOU TO STAY BUT FUCK HAVING FEELINGS NIGGA LET'S GET LIT & FORGET ON THE INSIDE WE EMPTY ASHIT & HOW WE BEEN SO LOST SINCE WE WERE LITTLE KIDS & FEEL RESENTMENT TOWARDS THe WORLD & OUR PARENTS ALRIGHT COOL LOOKS LIKE THE PARTY'S GETTING STARTED I'M STANDING HERE PRETENDING LIKE I GIVE A FUCK ABOUT IT MY DICK DRY TONIGHT? I DOUBT IT NEED A BITCH THAT SNORTS POWDER, YOU WANNA GET GROOVY BABY? IM AUSTIN POWERS & IM WILLING TO DIE FOR WHAT I LOVE EVEN IF IT MEANS THEM NEVER KNOWING WHO I WAS I BEEN HALLUCINATING EVERY DAY, HALFWAY TO INSANE AM I REALLY HOME? MY ROOM FEELS JUST LIKE A PLANE FUCK THESE DRUGS, THEY AIN'T HELPING I MISS THE DAYS I FELT THINGS SO SOULLESS, BUT YOU KNOW THIS OFF THE WAY IM TELLING YOU IT'S ALL COOL, I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THIS WAY DEEP DOWN I JUST WANNA ASK YOU TO STAY & YOU CAN SUCK MY DICK YOU CAN SUCK MY DICK YOU CAN SUCK MY DICK YOU CAN ALL SUCK MY DICK
3.
Watch me steal the show at ya funeral Kill the competition, the usual, you work in a cubicle Been thinking out the box on you squares I think life is just as beautiful as it is unfair So I live exaggerated like I'm speed racer & that's how it'll be til I meet my maker I guess the biggest problem's so many distractions By magicians that's doing nothing more than hat tricks Tryna put bread in my baskets, add friends to the banquets That's been with me since Zan's teeth still had brackets Now his girl's egg on it's way to hatching But you know these boys'll still get it cracking & I'm a soldier.. BOY I like loud, so crank dat Keep everything high, when I crash it's the Nasdaq & I'm not from here, arrived on a meteor I was racing Raditz, Nappa, & Tila Tequila to earth (heh heh) You're one in a million, bet I'll find another you While I'm smoking more L's & taking W's Let me just clear the air, bitch fuck you & I don't need no lectures, why you think I cut school? Always saw the importance in alternative routes So instead of a cream pie I just bust in her mouth & fuck all the bullshit, I'm just flushing it out Along with hoes in my system, I feel healthier now Fuck em I know I'm so cold On a road so cold I've grown so cold So cold so cold There's ice in my veins & my heart turned to stone But I'm proud to say I survived on my own & For a while I put life on hold But I've grown used to the snow, so on this road I go
4.
Let the rain pour Let it shower more My ghost's figure disappears into the mirror & I see my reflection, wondering where I fit in Thinking of things, not much else to figure Maybe the truth is we're here just living No deeper meaning, life coming from semen That ends on the cement, no angels or demons Dreams, if you see them, nightmares if you're fleeing & the end point is numbness if you're living off feeling Hatred in your heart once you lost all love Stream of thought goes dry tryna find where it runs Everything adds up to the great contradiction & What you hold close just grows more distant If you love something, let it go before you kill it Let go of everything, as a mean of fulfillment Cause in the end, what really matters? Nothing, everything, what’s in between and what's been scattered Trust me, I've been in storms searching for silver linings Rummaged through coal in search for diamonds Gave you all of my time and still i never seemed to find shit So Don't expect me to pay homage to your God when I'm starving They say home is where the heart is I have no home, I guess I'm heartless So I smoke until I’m nauseous Life's a trip but soon our flights will be departing We'll be buried 6 feet deep in our finest garments Maybe there's an afterlife Maybe there's just darkness So let the rain fall, let it pour Let the holy water cleanse your soul Let it shower some more
5.
Being a hero was my dream at 8 years old Now I transition to a villain, yall won't take my soul Fuck the nice guy, switched to drive, I ain't neutral I picked a side, cross the line, you die, that's the usual I'm tryna move to Amsterdam, get high at my funeral Use my urn to grow trees, make the viewing beautiful Before that, royale with cheese, as I visit Jim's grave White lighter in my pocket, joint rolled on a bible page Wonder if what's being seen by my eyes is fake It all turned to black, I know I can't fight my fate But I'm not going down til every single bone breaks & even then I'll find comfort in my brace Swear I'm always good & I want it all & If it's us or you, ya ass might get robbed & no I'm not you rappers that's finnesin the plug I know what it's like to supply, in return get no love & They thought they left me for dead Came back their worst nightmare Lazarus Effect Yea Yea They thought they left me for dead Came back their worst nightmare Lazarus Effect What I once feared I now welcome What I once feared I now welcome Sayonara, got nothing else to tell them I love me, fuck you, I know I'm so selfish Got a couple homies that'll handle business for me So sayonara to all the fools that fucking owe me Sayonara to the memories of the old me & sayonara to any shorty that didn't blow me Niggas thought they left me for dead I came back their worst nightmare, Lazarus effect & I've been experimenting with DMT Seeing is believing, best believe you see me living your dream Bitch & They thought they left me for dead Came back their worst nightmare Lazarus Effect Yea Yea They thought they left me for dead Came back their worst nightmare Lazarus Effect What I once feared I now welcome What I once feared I now welcome Sayonara, got nothing else to tell them I love me, fuck you, I know I'm so selfish & my eyes low, always looking like I need sleep I've been working all week, on a 24 hit streak & if I get to 25, it's bombs on you pipsqueaks & they're atomic, effects lasting longer than this week It's over
6.
Ooh baby, you're giving me the blues & that's my favorite color, except when it comes to you I'm not a puppet on ya fucking string & If you say the word I will not dance or sing & to think, you were my favorite thing in this fucking world When they asked what made me smile I would say "have you seen my girl?" Shit, she's perfect... Crazy how you went from that to totally worthless I once heard, believe in women or the devil, shit's the same I didn't believe a thang until this bitch came Fucking around with lames just to get her revenge I could give a fuck about your nigga, but say wassup to your friends Heh... I been better off since you left So much less stress, & my list of bitches never ending Wanted to settle down, still something I might do I just gotta make sure I find someone nothing like you These the ain't shit blues Yea the ain't shit blues These the ain't shit blues You can say I ain't shit, but neither are you These the ain't shit blues Yea the ain't shit blues, bitch These the ain't shit blues You can say I ain't shit, but you ain't too & I been flexing harder than I really have to Cause fuck words, I'll find a better way to bash you I know everybody who left is now jealous You just see the smile on my face that says I care less I swear I ain't choose this life, it chose me When I decided my talent's more important than gold teeth & material things, in a month, what will it mean? I'll still have valid reasons you ain't better than me I swear I love people, hate when they're surrounding Just tryna take my energy, that's why I been without them All alone, plotting, knowing no one can stop him The crew's still rockets, I'm the pilot in the cockpit & I won't lie at all, yea I been down For about a year, I remember who counted me out When I'm counting 1 thou, 2 thou, it's a million now Where are you now? Still following the crowd Damn These... Are... The ain't shit blues Yea, the ain't shit blues The ain't shit blues You can say I ain't shit, but neither are youThe ain't shit blues Yea, the ain't shit blues These the ain't shit blues You can say I ain't shit, but you ain't too Bitch

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released April 15, 2016

All songs were written and performed by ZayRondon except Verse 2 of [SHOWERS] which features Sam Jay.

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