My ghost's figure disappears into the mirror
& I see my reflection, wondering where I fit in
Thinking of things, not much else to figure
Maybe the truth is we're here just living
No deeper meaning, life coming from semen
That ends on the cement, no angels or demons
Dreams, if you see them, nightmares if you're fleeing
& the end point is numbness if you're living off feeling
Hatred in your heart once you lost all love
Stream of thought goes dry tryna find where it runs
Everything adds up to the great contradiction
& What you hold close just grows more distant
If you love something, let it go before you kill it
Let go of everything, as a mean of fulfillment
Cause in the end, what really matters?
Nothing, everything, what’s in between and what's been scattered
Trust me, I've been in storms searching for silver linings
Rummaged through coal in search for diamonds
Gave you all of my time and still i never seemed to find shit
So Don't expect me to pay homage to your God when I'm starving
They say home is where the heart is
I have no home, I guess I'm heartless
So I smoke until I’m nauseous
Life's a trip but soon our flights will be departing
We'll be buried 6 feet deep in our finest garments
Maybe there's an afterlife
Maybe there's just darkness
So let the rain fall, let it pour
Let the holy water cleanse your soul
Let it shower some more
credits
from April [SHOWERS],
released April 15, 2016
Produced By Drew The Architect
From Johannesburg, South Africa, terrence? delivers an EP of gorgeous soul and moody hip-hop surrounded atmospheric production. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 13, 2022